2.12.2008

When No One Listens

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody i start but can’t complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It’s only weakening to find release

Oh the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be push just side and turn
Into your own
All cause u won’t

Listen
I'm all alone in the crossroads
I’m not at home in my home
And i tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Ohh
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i got to find my own

You should have listen
There is someone here inside
Someone i thought had died so long ago
Ohh I’m free now
And my dreams to be heard
They will not be push just side and turn
Into your own
All cause you won’t listen

Listen
I'm all alone in the crossroads
I’m not at home in my home
And i tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what
You made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i got to find my own

I don’t know where I belong
But I’ll be moving on
If you don’t
If you won’t

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody i start but I will complete
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I'm feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own
My own....


It feels so weird.

I'm feeling miserable and emotionally battered because of a motorcycle key and six pieces of longganisa. Kung tutuusin, the solution is simple. But here I go, feeling so excruciated and defeated. Daig ko pa ang maging isang black sheep at deliquent na member ng family. Everytime there are arguments, ALWAYS...as in LAGI na lang inuungkat lahat.

The past amended wrongdoings, resolved shortcomings, all counted, all accounted as mine. Told into face as if no one knows I have explained and resolved everything. And when I'm starting to have my point in the agrument, I'd be waking up the next morning with my personal things destroyed: my clothes torn, my notes scribbled with lines, my cellphone dismantled. Those are still apart from the physical assault I have to recieve.

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve all these. Too bad, the guy who they should be proud of dies everytime they do this. And worst, the persons who do all these are the persons who shouldn't; the FAMILY.

This all has to end. Soon. Konting tiis pa Boone. Konti pa. When no one dares to listen, then don't waste the time. Find your voice.

2 comments:

gonghakga said...

So ang akala mo talaga wala kang kasalanan? then go! Well you really never admitted to it anyway. ano pa aasahan sa'yo

Onotheo said...

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