12.26.2009

The Jacob Black


Edward Cullen leaves, broken hearted Bella Swan goes to her childhood friend Jake to patch (at least, patch) the hole in her chest. Jacob would warmly welcome his childhood friend/longtime secret love. The two will share those -ahem- cheesy moments, cool times and all, but in the end...
"Its always been him, Jake..."
That was so far, the most heartbreaking part for such a guy like him. I have to hold back my own tears just by looking at Jacob's face because its sooooo bad!!!
Its not the thought that "after all I've done, sya pa rin pala..." but its the thought of "kinailangan mo lang ba ako para matakasan sya?"
Well, anyway, there are still a lot to thank for other than maginarte, tutal eh naappreciate naman ng ginawa mo diba? Paano pa kaya kung hinde?
It's been two relationships na na parang si Jacob Black ang role ko. Worst, while in the relationship, talagang ikukwento pa ng current partner ang mga memories niya with the ex. Hindi naman sa masama ang loob ko for that, pero for pete's sake naman, wag naman everytime nagkikita tayo, huhu.
Nagkaroon din ako ng mga Bella Swan sa buhay, pero dahil may Edward Cullen, dun at dun parin mauuwi si Bella. Sad man para sa mga Jacob na katulad ko, pero sila talaga ang tinadhana. Wala na tayo magawa kung masaktan sa huli.
Ang silbi natin, maging panakip-butas, taga puno ng kakulangan, tagahilom ng mga sugat, tagapagtanggol ng mga pinendeho pero mahal pa rin ang namendeho (tsk tsk...)
Kaya ang dapat, mangagat na lang tayo. NGAWWWWRRRRRR!!!!!!