2.29.2008

Whoa!!

The date!

February 29, 2008

It's not everyday, I mean every year that this date comes. We'll have to wait for another four years till this date comes our way again.

May nagawa ka na bang kakaiba? Something that is worth remembering this date??

Ako, its my first time to see a big rally in action and in actual. I happen to be at Ayala Avenue earlier this afternoon. The Interfaith Rally (nice name huh?!) has closed the streets of Ayala and Paseo de Roxas. I had a chance to see a few prominent faces like Randy David and Jun Lozada (Pero at a distance lang. Camera shy ako, baka madiscover ng GMA. Ahihihihi). Swarms of activists, students, professionals and personalities flocked to voice out again (and I mean AGAIN) for the President to step down, in the heat of the anomalies and allegations. Another display of People Power versus the alleged corrupt government. We'll see that another page turns to our history books. Ang Pinoy talaga. Ayos sa timing. February 29 nagrally para historic. Hmm...

Ikaw, what made this four-year date a remembrance?! Hindi pa huli. Gumawa ka na ng something something hehehe...

2.28.2008

Something Worthy...

On an American Idol show...

Ryan Seacrest: How do you do? Now how you you say that in the language?
Ramiele Malubay: Kamusta ka?
RS: (imitates) Kamusta ka?
RM: Mabuti.
RS: Muy Bien.
(crowd laughs)

It made my heart skip a beat. I heard the Filipino language in an international show. And its not just any show, its American Idol! It felt never more proud than to have a Filipina end as one of the finalists and who to our delight, is a judge and crowd favorite! And to hear our very own language on foreign shows brings warm feelings to me. Indeed, Filipinos are being distinguished for thier fields worldwide, and the culture that they have grown up with is something worth being proud for.

Apart from the endless inquisitions this country is facing, its but relieving to know that most Filipinos are up to. What they want. What they want to achieve. What makes them happy and satisfied. What makes the country a safe place to thrive. What ensures the future generations. The populace has raised their voice not to perpetrate the constitution, but to ensure the people at power are abiding the rules. The use of violence are at bay, for faith and atonement for the country's betterment are the main weapons of democracy.

Those things are just... well, a few reasons worth being patriotic for...
Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!

2.15.2008

A Valentine's Day Date... With St. Jude


"Oh, bakit nakapambahay ka lang?"

Pagdating pa lang sa boarding house eh binungaran na ako ni Juan ng tanong. Hindi nga naman expected ang suot ko. While he is on his usual shirt, jeans and flip-flops, I'm on my hooded shirt, beach shorts and flip-flops. Parang nasa bahay lang. Parang hindi magsisimba.

"Hayaan mo na, hindi naman ako siguro irereject ni St. Jude kung nakapambahay ako. Ok na 'to."


We left the house and rode a jeep to CEU. From there, we walked crossing the sidewalks behind the Malacañang Palace and on the St. Jude shrine.


Since after the board exam, I've been a believer of faith. Hindi nga naman biro-biro yung mga nangyari at dumating yung point na halos hopeless case, weary if I can make it to the exams or not. Nung last day ng exam, (it was a Thursday) after the very last subject, the whole class walked from Manuel Luis Quezon University to St. Jude and attended a novena mass.

"Lord, ikaw na po ang bahala sa results ng exam. Kung hindi talaga ito nakalaan para sa akin, matatanggap ko, but You know how much this means not just to me, but for everyone I care for."

I was teary-eyed after I left the shrine, out of despair and worrying.
But then, things turned out MUCH more than what I was expecting.

Read
In Deep Gratitude

Ever since, I made it a habit to visit the shrine at least every Thursday to hear a mass or novena and pray for those na nangangailangan. Lalo na yung mga walang magdarasal for them. Also, its my way to show my heartfelt gratitude dahil sa mga blessings na patuloy kong narerecieve. Isa na doon shempre is the person na kasama kong mananalangin sa simbahan.


Oh, wait! Valentine's Day pala!!! Nakakatuwa naman. A date with a love one and its God we first seek. Oh, and for the record, its my first Valentines date... sa simbahan.

2.12.2008

When No One Listens

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody i start but can’t complete
Listen
To the sound from deep within
It’s only weakening to find release

Oh the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be push just side and turn
Into your own
All cause u won’t

Listen
I'm all alone in the crossroads
I’m not at home in my home
And i tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Ohh
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i got to find my own

You should have listen
There is someone here inside
Someone i thought had died so long ago
Ohh I’m free now
And my dreams to be heard
They will not be push just side and turn
Into your own
All cause you won’t listen

Listen
I'm all alone in the crossroads
I’m not at home in my home
And i tried and tried
To say what’s on my mind
You should have known
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I’m feeling
I’m more than what
You made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now i got to find my own

I don’t know where I belong
But I’ll be moving on
If you don’t
If you won’t

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody i start but I will complete
Now I’m done believing you
You don’t know what I'm feeling
I’m more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own
My own....


It feels so weird.

I'm feeling miserable and emotionally battered because of a motorcycle key and six pieces of longganisa. Kung tutuusin, the solution is simple. But here I go, feeling so excruciated and defeated. Daig ko pa ang maging isang black sheep at deliquent na member ng family. Everytime there are arguments, ALWAYS...as in LAGI na lang inuungkat lahat.

The past amended wrongdoings, resolved shortcomings, all counted, all accounted as mine. Told into face as if no one knows I have explained and resolved everything. And when I'm starting to have my point in the agrument, I'd be waking up the next morning with my personal things destroyed: my clothes torn, my notes scribbled with lines, my cellphone dismantled. Those are still apart from the physical assault I have to recieve.

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve all these. Too bad, the guy who they should be proud of dies everytime they do this. And worst, the persons who do all these are the persons who shouldn't; the FAMILY.

This all has to end. Soon. Konting tiis pa Boone. Konti pa. When no one dares to listen, then don't waste the time. Find your voice.

2.01.2008

Yungib: Moroboro, Dingle, Iloilo

Northern Entrance of Yungib

Northern Entrance of Yungib, another angle

The chico farm


St. John the Baptist Cathedral, Dingle, Iloilo


The sanctuary in the woods

January 12, 2008

I woke up 5:30 am on a straw map at the Daborbor’s residence at Moroboro, a small barrio of Dingle in Northern Iloilo. The small barrio is situated on a lone hill in the this northern Panay province. Downhill, a silent stream runs between Moroboro and the other towns and is connected by a concrete bridge. A dam downstream provides enough power to supply a number of towns in Dingle.

Moroboro is made famous of its National Park uphill where three immense yet perilous cave systems can be found. One of the cave systems, named Gisok, is the worst. As my relatives have described, the inside of the cave is an abyss. And the way to the cave, is but a nightmare to trek. I was reminded of the steps in Cirith Ungol from the Lord of the Rings flick. (Try to imagine that!!) Due to time constraints, I was not able to visit the National Park. Nevertheless, I was able to conquer, well, almost, one of its famous caves, aptly named Yungib. Yungib is situated far from the national park and was a bit tamed than the three caves combined. Though easy to trek inside, Yungib is found at the depths of the forest. You need at least an hour and a half of trek from the barrio to reach its southern entrance and two hours to reach the northern entrance (picture above).

Being a province, the morning air is fumed by the freshly-dewed forest that surrounds the little town. I was not surprised by the people rising early to do chores and start the day. People are rushing to go tend the farms at the top of the hill, some are feeding the animals in the poultry, while the rest are busy preparing for the wedding reception the next day. Yes, I came to Iloilo to attend a wedding because I’m one of the groomsmen. There are very few memories that I remember with the place. The roads, the houses, even the people. Maybe because of the fact that it was nineteen years ago since I came to Moroboro, along with the whole family.

Basically, this barrio in the home of my maternal clan. Not surprising, every home I passed by came relatives from the primary to the nth degree of consanguinity and affinity. I haven’t had the chance to memorize all their names and how these people are connected to my late mom. There goes the lolas, the aunties and uncles, the pinsans, the pamangkins and even an APO!!! I’m considered a grandfather already, but never will I be called as one. Hmpf!

The day started with a sumptuous meal of coffee, eggs and steamy pan de sal. I have to haste because there are a lot of itineraries for the day. Visits to the rest of the relatives, a bit of trekking, and preparing for the wedding. Clearly, I wasn’t aware that a 48-hour vacation will never be enough.

First stop is the small kubo uphill where the matriarchs of the clan stays. Lola Ising and Nita, sisters of my late Lola Carmen who is my mom’s mom, joyfully welcomes the Manileño with kisses and hugs. In native Illonggo, they asked me questions concerning the rest of the relatives back at Manila. With the help of my cousins who served as my translators (Wahahaha!!!), I updated the grannies with what’s happening. After a few monutes of strenuous talk, my cousins invited me for a trek to the caves. Go!!

The way to Yungib was harder than I imagined. There were no paved roads, and the terrain is slick with the shower the other night. I was only on slippers and my equilibrium as I trek through sharp stones and muddy steps and steep topography. There are three companions with me and I was placed third of the line to prevent the company from breaking. Definitely, I can’t be the last, or I’ll get lost in the wilderness. After an hour and a half, we were able to reach the southern entrance of Yungib. The odor from the mouth of the cave was irritating due to the waste products of the little bats that live inside. Being so adventurous, I lit up my cellphone, (Yes, I bought my cellphone for the light. Hahaha!) and entered the cave.

The entrance is about three and a half feet tall so we have to bow our heads as we enter. Lit by cellphone lights and some lighter penlights, we walked through Yungib. The first things that captured my attention are the stalactite and stalagmite formations throughout the cave. There are the sound of a few bats noisily flying every now and then. There are lots of forked pathways which either lead on dead ends or the other end of the cave. The terrain is moist, but not slick, uneven but not rocky. After a number of steps, we stopped on a cave spring and drank it with its naturally refreshing taste and coolness. After a few minutes, my cousin pointed the light down and something reflected the light. I was horrified to see that is was an earthworm as big as my middle finger. The company decided to go back from where we came because the lighting we brought may never suffice the trek in the dark. The cave system measures about 800 meters, and we only brought penlights and an 1112. What a shame!

Now returned to the mouth of the cave, my cousins caught a few snail to be cooked later on for lunch. The green snails were as big as a tennis ball. Guess that would pass for another ewwww. But then, this is provice, that’s their life. After catching a number of snails, we head back to the barrio.

January 13, 2008.

After the wedding reception, me, my big sis joined our uncle to trek the hills and visit the farms they are tending and see the northern entrance of Yungib. Just when I thought that the trekking would be easier, I was wrong. Though the terrain was drier than the other day, the land was steeper, rockier and unnoticeable. After an hour of trek from the barrio, we reached the chico farms. It was a clearing from the forest full of low-branching, fruit-bearing chico trees. It was a few hectares across. We came to pass also a few springs that my relatives were tending for water supplies. Indeed, those springs were a lot of help to the farming of the people. We were able to reach the northern entrance (pictured above) of Yungib after two hours of trekking. The view was magnificent. This place is better than the southern one. Indeed, the lengthy walk paid off. After a few shots and views, we head on to the rest of the farms. More chico and guyabano farms were there. We stopped for a while at the barong-barong in the midst of the forest where our uncle resided. There, we met our new Tita, (yes, he has a wife back in Manila with my four cousins) and their three children. We rested for a few minutes to drink and went back to the trekking. We reached the road and realized that we have gone to the other side of the hill! From there, e took a 20-minute tricycle ride back to Moroboro.